Venting

There are days that I just want to rant and rave about the kind of miserable day that I'm having. But this journal is supposed to be about being positive and all that.

Sometimes it's absolutely challenging to stay positive when things go wrong one after the other. It's a constant effort, sometimes very tiring to look at the bright side. But by doing so, also helps you stay sane.

These past few days have been harrowing for me. I've lost my patience more than once and my smile has turned upside down once in a while.

I miss my old life. When I was a stay at home wife, I never realized how happy I was then. Now, I look back and miss it very much. But I am happy I got to experience that at least for a few years, when I'm still young and healthy.