Birthday

I am thankful that my birthday went well and that I had some bonding time with family and my husband.

I feel loved by my husband. 

I am thankful that we can afford to go out and have dinner in a nice restaurant once in while, we couldn't afford it before.

Nervous

I just found out that my medical insurance won't be covering the surgery that I need. Fortunately my husband's insurance can cover 80% of the cost. At least we won't have to spend for everything. 

I feel so blessed that my husband and I enjoy these benefits. If one fails, we have another one to fall back on.

I had a hard time sleeping last night. I guess I'm till nervous about my upcoming surgery. I do hope that everything goes well. I am looking forward to a two-week vacation though after the surgery. It will be without pay but it will be stress free, hopefully.

I am so looking forward to a few days at home.

I saw my nephew and niece last night. I love them very much and I kissed them and hugged them. I felt happy.