A little sympathy

I just burned a huge batch of my special brownies that iw ill serve for my husband's party tomorrow. I am so pissed and angry. My husband is no help. No sympathy, no nothing.

I feel exhausted, tired. It has been a very trying month. I wish I could just sit, rest and just be...still.

Finding a silver lining after so many weeks of exhaustion is extremely hard.

I want to be a happy person now....

Please let me find the stregnth and the energy to help me through my day.

I am so tired.

Happiness Posts

This site is dedicated to just happy thoughts. If I concentrated on the crappy things in my life, I would just attract more crappy things. Why bother?

It's a struggle to be positive all the time. I have to re-train myself to look for the silver lining. It hasn't always been like that but I dfo want to attract the positive things and by thinking positive thoughts, I hope I can have good things...(actually I already have good things) let's just say I want better and brighter things to come into my life.

Things that make me happy

My nephew makes me happy. I am happy when he helps me in the kichen everytime we have a family gathering.

I am happy when I talk to him and he tells me stories about school, his friends or his sister. He makes my heart sing.

I am happy when people enjoy my food beacause I put so much effort in making them.

I am happy when I am able to help people. My husband doesn't always share my enthusiasm but I am happy when I am able to help someone.

I am happy when people recognize the amount of work that I put into a well planned party or event or trip.

I am happy when I get email from strangers and tell me how great they think my blog is. I never though anyone would actually read them aside from my family.

I am happy when my husband and I cuddle up.

I am happy when my husband massages me and helps me go to sleep because it's very hard for me to sleep.

I am so happy when I wake up without a migraine or without pain. I wish that I could find a cure for my migraines.

I am happy when people congratulate me for a job well done. Very few people appreciate the work that I am doing and when someone acknowledges that I feel ecstatic.

My successful operation

My operation was a success. I got out of it alive. I even managed to get up and walk the follwing day.

I am most grateful for my husband and my family who welcomed me with smiles and lively talk when I got out of the recovery room. I felt loved that night.

I am so happy that I feel cared for during my recovery time. I can defenitely go back to work but I don't want to yet. I would like to savor a few more days of being spoiled. My husband encourages me to rest and recuperate.

I am most grateful to God for making me strong and healthy and for making my operation a success. I know things may go wrong at the operating table but it did not.

I am happy that I have this time to rest, catch up and be home, which I love most in the world.

I am thankful that my best friend visited me last Saturday to talk and to see how I'm doing. I love her and she's been my friend for 25 years, can you belive it?

Birthday

I am thankful that my birthday went well and that I had some bonding time with family and my husband.

I feel loved by my husband. 

I am thankful that we can afford to go out and have dinner in a nice restaurant once in while, we couldn't afford it before.

Nervous

I just found out that my medical insurance won't be covering the surgery that I need. Fortunately my husband's insurance can cover 80% of the cost. At least we won't have to spend for everything. 

I feel so blessed that my husband and I enjoy these benefits. If one fails, we have another one to fall back on.

I had a hard time sleeping last night. I guess I'm till nervous about my upcoming surgery. I do hope that everything goes well. I am looking forward to a two-week vacation though after the surgery. It will be without pay but it will be stress free, hopefully.

I am so looking forward to a few days at home.

I saw my nephew and niece last night. I love them very much and I kissed them and hugged them. I felt happy.

Thanks

I am grateful for this day. I managed to get a really good sleep last night in my comfy bed, my husband sleeping soundly beside me.

I am grateful for the hot water that I used to bathe today.

I am grateful to my best friend who makes me laugh and makes me feel good.

I am grateful that we can afford to buy basic necessities and then some.

I feel blessed to be happily married.

I am grateful that my marriage did not fall apart after a huge trial last year. I vow to continue to strengthen out marriage, be more patient and understanding towards my spouse.